Week Review 08/06/10

This week has not been good. Monday night was horrible because I received bad news. I'm hurting for my loss, but I tend not to show it. I rethought about things and came up with the conclusion that I wasn't going to sit around and hurt about what goes on in my life because that will only slow me down. This pain should only make me stronger to achieve better things to have a better life. I'm not going to lie, I'm constantly fighting back tears because it hurts to know that you lost someone, even if I didn't get to meet my kid I already had love and affection for it because it was something I was getting ready for, but now I feel so wierd having a feeling that I have nothing to forward to. I have a whole life ahead of me though and I'm full of dreams I want to achieve, so I'll be focusing on that.